The job that I applied for recently has come through. There
were so many qualified candidates that I was pleasantly surprised that I was
selected. After being a stay at home mom for over 15 years, I am now a working
mom again. I am proud that Jim and I are meeting our own financial needs.
Right now I am feeling bitter-sweet. I am proud that I was
chosen for the job, but I am saddened that I will be returning to the
workforce. I am glad that I can provide for the family, but disappointed that
it pays so little. I am happy that the job is part time, but wish that the job
had some benefits that only come with the full time position. I will no longer
be available for our special needs daughter because I am working, but I hope
that Jim can take the call if there is an emergency. All my mornings will now
be committed, but my afternoons will allow me to be available for Jim’s
appointments.
I know I will love the job… once I get over the guilt.
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