Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Visitor...

*This entry is not in chronological order.* 
Last week (April 1-4, 2013) we were blessed to have my husband Jim’s daughter Jessica visit us. Unfortunately, her two year old triplets could not visit because of Jim’s weakened immune system. Our son-in-law stayed home to care for the children. Jessica’s dear friend also assisted in childcare. I am thankful that they could work it out so that Jessica could come and visit.

Jessica was able to stay a few days. We really enjoyed having her here. Jim especially had a good time visiting and catching up with Jessica. Jessica has been a wonderful support for Jim, and for me. She is kind, loving, wise, and a friend. It has been a joy to watch her mature into a wife, loving mother, skilled nurse, and true friend to many. 

I wish we could get together more often. Iowa is close, but sometimes it seems very far away from Kansas. As soon as Jim is in remission from his lung cancer, we plan to visit Iowa more often. 

My life...


I am going through some personal struggles right now. My emotional health is besieged. I am overwhelmed. I am very sad, and very depressed. I am hurting.  I need clarity and focus. 

White blood cells...


For the last two chemo sessions in a row, my husband Jim’s white blood cell count has been low. Those two sessions (C1d15, C1d22) Jim only received a half dose of his chemo. This is a concern for us on two levels. First, his WBC count is very low and his immune system is very weak putting him at risk for infections that he cannot fight. Second, his chemo plan may fall behind on his schedule which could delay the radiation evaluations, putting him at risk for cancer spread. 

On an up note, Jim’s red cell count was within range. Jim has been able to manage his nausea. Jim is tired but seems to be managing his fatigue with frequent naps and resting times. 

Please pray for Jim’s WBC count to rise to an acceptable range. Please pray that Jim will not be exposed to any negative germs.